(Originally
written in c. 1994 - to be expanded and updated)
It was only in 1986 that we returned for the first time after 16 years
absence from Nepal. Since then we have been back almost every year for
between one and three months. Not all of the time has been easy, physically
or emotionally, and it has taken some precious 15 months or so of prime
time out of the last 9 years. I have written very little directly about
this material - a short pamphlet with I.B. Gurung, some of the notes
and appendices to Pignede, a couple of articles, a long review of Dor's
book. There have also been numerous films. But I think the on-going
Nepalese experience acts as an equally powerful current, mixing and
sweeping against the Nepalese and hence creating tensions and contradictions
and puzzles which I am trying to resolve in my writing. It does this
in such deep caverns, measureless to man, that is difficult to understand
what is going on. But two areas immediately strike me as important.
One
is the emotional involvement with our family in Thak, the closest I
will ever get to knowing what it must have been like to live amidst
the insecurities, physical hardships, but compensating warmths of a
pre-industrial society. We can, at least at second-hand, feel what a
'normal' Malthusian world would have been like. In the context of this
book, where the central motif is the miraculous escape from such a world,
without having experienced it, if only vicariously, it would have been
impossible to write the book. Parts of the English/Japanese past would
have been literally invisible because one had no experience of them
- a point made by Collingwood about Roman religion, but even more the
case with the material/demographic world. Most historians, however hard
they try, cannot begin to comprehend what was important.
The
experience has profoundly influenced the way one looks at almost everything
and in particular strips away a coating of cotton wool from the historical
accounts. To take just a few simple examples. It would have been impossible
to appreciate the importance of human labour without the experience
of back-breaking work in Thak. Or the importance of fertilizers and
what is done with human faeces without that experiences. Or the importance
of flies. A thousand questions would not have sprung to one's mind and
hence the book would have followed in the jaded and unsuccessful track
of so much social history. The Thak experience has thus enriched us
immensely, though at considerable cost - not in time and money, but
above all in the dangers of involvement and the pains of loss (Dilmaya).
A
second way in which it has been essential, which is of course linked
to the above, can best be described as the back-drop effect. England
and Japan are both, in their own ways, extremely 'peculiar'. Thak and
Nepal are much more the norm. The difficulty is that now the 'peculiar'
has become the normal - and hence invisible. To recover and see the
air around us, it needs to be seen against something. The contrast of
England and Japan partly serves this function - in so far as there are
major differences. But very often the two cultures overlap so much that
the tension of difference is lost. It is at this point that Nepal acts
as a kind of dark background, to make the foreground cases shine out.
It is something like this....
a)
Only England (fig) hardly visible to the English
b)
England and Japan (fig - in common, invisible difference, visible)
c)
The three cases (fig - both cases visible against the backdrop
of the normal state of things - i.e. Nepal)
Thus
looked down from our mountain village, which in many respects represents
the position of most human beings for the last 12,000 years since the
development of tribalism, both England and Japan are peculiar, but in
different ways. This increase in comprehension is a central feature
of the book. Although in many chapters the evidence it taken from larger
societies, for example famines in India, China etc. the basic schemata
can be derived from our felt experiences in Nepal. In essence it is
a comparison of the life and expectations and pressures on a Premkumari
and an English child, or as between a village like Thak and a village
like Earls Colne, or between the whole of Nepal and the whole of Japan/England.
The
Nepalese case shows the deep difficulties facing people trying to escape
from 'illth', a concept I played with half-way through writing the book.
The natural tendencies towards, 'illth', towards all those processes
of agricultural, technological, political and other involution which
Malthus and many others have chartered are very visible in Nepal. Dor
Bista has seized on a few of them, but our experience in Thak have shown
many others.
Without
this intellectual and emotional experience, therefore, the dynamic of
the book would have been missing. The sense of the narrowness of the
exit, as Gellner would put it, would have not been obvious. Nor would
I have known what it was like not to have found an exit. For those of
us who can both live in pre-exit and post-exit worlds, the contrasts
are so enormous - merely in monetary terms something of a ratio of 100:1,
that it would indeed be a dull-brained person who was not intrigued
and puzzled about how certain societies did escape.
SEE
ALSO: The Gurung Databases
SEE
ALSO: writings on Nepal and the Gurungs